been awhile...

The past couple of weeks have been pretty bad... Finding out I was pregnant was a wonderful thing that I was soooo excited about... well on our first ultrasound they saw the sac but no baby... meaning one of two things... either I was in the middle of a miscarriage or I was just not as far along as I thought...

well turned out I was having a miscarriage... it sucked I was sad, angry and just mad... after a long talk with the husband we decided that going in for a D&C was the best option... clean me out and go from there... and then after another long and lengthy talk we decided to not have any more kids... We have our wonderful 7 year old who makes us laugh, cry and something get angry with and that is all we need... The hubby went in this past Friday to have the wonderful snip snip treatment...

People ask if we made this decision to soon but I don't think so.... As my husband told me your health is much to important to me than having another baby.... I have diabetes and the risk of being pregnant and the complications from that result makes me really glad that we decided to not have any more... I did not have diabetes when I had my son... I got this back in 2004...

but life is life and we are happy...

later days