Wednesday, March 13, 2013

job tearing me down...

frustration..... I'm just so frustrated with my job.... I never seem to be able to do anything right.... I need a new one pronto..........

UGH!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, July 10, 2012

vacation

8 more working days until I have a much needed vacation.... I seriously need to start looking for a new job... I can't do this anymore.......

UGH!


Friday, February 3, 2012

snow

Dear Snow,
I hate you. Have a nice day.

Love,
Me

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

wow...

seriously I wonder why i even bother with having a blog but then I read back to what I have written in the past and it makes me want to write a little more....

Its hard to believe that 2011 is coming to a close here in the next 2 months.... crazy how life has been changing for me....

work is work... family is family and life is life....

Took my son back to OH this past summer for a family visit... we moved out to CO back in 2003 when he was 2 years old.... This was the first time he has ever gone back since we moved out here.... We hit a rocky road at first since he had NO idea who anyone was and I kinda threw him to the wolves and he told me I was the worst mom ever but as the days passed things improved and he ended up having the time of his life with all his cousins.... Sure they were all girl cousins but he had a great time with them....

its hard to believe that 8 years had passed since he was back there but I'm hoping we can make this a yearly thing....

back to work I must go

later days

Friday, October 22, 2010

tired...

I started working out again... I have to get myself back to the way I used to be... I know that I won't be back to the weight I once was back in high school... but I want to be able to feel good again! 2 weeks now have passed and I'm starting to feel better knowing that I'm pushing myself to do this... I'm not expecting it to happen overnight but I just hope I can keep it up... I have to...

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

seriously

My irritation level is beyond my limits... why do my brothers have to marry such dumbassess???? Ok only 2 of my brothers married dumbassess luckily the others have married very awesome people but the younger brothers how dumb can you be?????

Situation is like this: little brother is in Marines... he has a step son and a daughter and is married to a dumbass who seems to think that money grows on trees... she claims she thought she paid the insurance but in return she really didn't most likely because she wanted to make sure she had money to come out and visit us here in CO... now see here my little brother lives in base housing so he doesn't have rent/gas/electric/water to pay the only bills he has are car payment/insurance for said car/payment on washer and dryer/cable/phone and well that is about it... the car payment and payment on washer and dryer comes out of his check before he even sees it... so a month that leaves him with about 1900 a month roughly 950 a paycheck... car insurance is roughly about 150 a month phone 100 and cable about 100... so that would leave someone who has about 1900 a month coming in after taxes and such about 1550 right... on top of the bills you have to grab groceries right so that leaves someone who has to feed 3 people (daughter is only on formula/baby food) about 400 a month... so that leaves 1150 left... with a baby you have to have formula/diapers and baby food so there goes about 400 more a month that leaves you with about 750 left.. then you have gas for your car for the week it would be roughly about 55 for the truck they drive so there goes another 250 a month so now you are down to 500 leftover for the month... so wehre is your money going???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

now what do I do... do I be the nice big sister and help them out yet again??? or do I tell them no... UGH... I hate being in this prediciment!

Thursday, February 25, 2010

irritated with stupidness

I swear to the high heavens that people who are dumb and stupid should just go away... I'm irritated right now with stupid people in this office... sometimes I wonder if maybe I need to get a new job and leave this stupidness behind...

that is all
later days